February 2012
the whispers fall like ashes
and the looks could cut my throat.
those disapproving glances,
they tear me limb from limb.
i can act unaffected,
i know how to stand.
but you could never know,
how much it scares me.
to be peered at and discussed,
like i’m just a topic.
something amusing.
do you point out my flaws?
do you see more than i do in myself?
i hardly think that’s...
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dramatically listening to the panics and staring out the train window at the rain.
and reading the paper of the chick infront of me.
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“A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is...”
– Oscar Wilde
some band playing live in the amphitheatre. remind me of young 52flicks, they’re pretty good.
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Reblog if I shouldn't commit suicide tonight.
“ haha. i dont need to prove anything. everyone knows how soft you are. it’s ok. denial is the first stage to recovery i’m here for you “
a guy just said to me ‘i can see through your hard shell. youre a mega softy’
and it scared me far more than it should have
“You can’t just make me different and then leave. You can’t. You can’t change me...”
– John Green, Looking For Alaska (via youwontknowww)
i want a guy who will tell me i’m his reason. for happiness, for joy. i don’t want to be the only reason, i want him to be happy without me, but i want to feel wanted.
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“If I can’t love you as a lover, I will love you as a friend.”
– Andria - La Dispute
I breathed your name into the air; I etched your name into me. I felt my anger swelling; I swam into it’s sea. I held your name inside my heart, but it got buried in my fear. It tore the wiring of my brain; I did my best to keep it clear. So, dear, no matter how we part, I hold you sweetly in my head. And if I do not miss a part of you, a part of me is dead. If I can’t love you as a lover, I...
if you sit still for long enough,
the spinning goes away.
that lurching feeling, the violent twirl,
it disappates, it fades.
sure, you might be left with nothing;
but at least now you’re in control.
